Rock Bottom With Ryan
For the past year, Rock Bottom With Ryan has been a place for honest conversations about recovery, resilience, and the human experience.
What started as a podcast focused on addiction recovery has grown into something much bigger. Through conversations with people from all walks of life, we’ve explored not only addiction and sobriety, but also mental health, trauma, grief, healing, personal growth, and the stories that shape who we become.
Each episode is a reminder that recovery isn’t one-size-fits-all. Whether someone is overcoming alcoholism, navigating anxiety and depression, healing from childhood trauma, rebuilding after loss, or simply trying to become a better version of themselves, their story matters.
These are real people sharing real experiences—the setbacks, the victories, the lessons learned, and the hope they’ve found along the way.
If you’ve ever struggled, felt alone, hit a rock bottom, or wondered if change was possible, this podcast is for you.
No matter where you’ve been, your story matters too.
Rock Bottom With Ryan — No Bullshit. Just Recovery.
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Episodes

Jan 25, 2026
Jan 25, 2026
57 min
In this episode, we sit down with Pierre, a musician whose journey through alcohol and marijuana use ultimately led him to something far greater than addiction—purpose. Through his own recovery, Pierre discovered the power of music not just as an escape, but as a tool for healing, growth, and connection.
Driven by his experiences, Pierre founded Haze Music For Youth Empowerment, a movement dedicated to helping young people tap into their artistic side as a way to stay away from life’s hardships and destructive paths. By encouraging creativity, self-expression, and community, he’s creating safe spaces where youth can be heard, supported, and inspired.
As an artist himself, Pierre takes pride in his recovery and in using his music to uplift others. This conversation dives into his past, his passion for empowering the next generation, and how staying sober has allowed him to live with intention and give back in a meaningful way. An inspiring reminder that recovery doesn’t just change your life—it can change the lives of others too.

Jan 22, 2026
Jan 22, 2026
52 min
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Doug Matthews shares his profound journey through addiction, recovery, and the importance of community support. He reflects on his childhood influences, the descent into addiction, and the pivotal moments that led him to seek help. Doug discusses the challenges he faced during recovery, including suicide attempts and the role of his wife in his journey. He emphasizes the significance of asking for help and the gradual process of healing, while also highlighting his current work with Canadian Sober Eh to spread awareness about addiction and recovery.

Jan 20, 2026
Jan 20, 2026
57 min
In this episode, Bernardo shares his powerful journey of addiction and recovery, detailing the struggles he faced and the pivotal moments that led him to seek help. He discusses the importance of community, support, and honesty in the recovery process, as well as the challenges of rebuilding relationships with family and friends. Bernardo emphasizes the need for empathy towards those still struggling with addiction and offers advice for those seeking to change their lives. His story is a testament to the power of surrender and the transformative journey of recovery.

Jan 18, 2026
Jan 18, 2026
48 min
In this episode, J Addy shares his journey of growing up with severe autism, the challenges he faced, and how he found solace and purpose in music. He discusses the impact of autism on his social skills, the struggles with addiction, and the importance of support systems. J emphasizes the role of spirituality in his music and offers advice for aspiring artists navigating similar challenges. His story is one of resilience, creativity, and the pursuit of dreams despite obstacles.

Jan 15, 2026
Jan 15, 2026
46 min
In this episode of Rock Bottom, Kenneth shares his journey through addiction, detailing his early influences, the transition to problematic drinking, and the consequences that followed, including homelessness and military life. He discusses the turning point that led him to seek help, the importance of support systems in recovery, and how he has transformed his life post-sobriety. Kenneth also emphasizes the value of public speaking and sharing his story to inspire others, offering advice for those struggling with addiction.

Jan 13, 2026
Jan 13, 2026
52 min
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Stephanie Kelly shares her powerful journey through addiction, recovery, and the challenges she faced as a nurse during the COVID-19 pandemic. She discusses her experience with relapse, the triggering events that led to her time in jail, and the pivotal moment when she found the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous. Stephanie emphasizes the importance of surrender, community support, and the ongoing journey of sobriety, while encouraging others to reach out for help.

Jan 11, 2026
Jan 11, 2026
23 min
In this episode, Daisy shares her journey of recovery from marijuana addiction, discussing her childhood experiences, the impact of losing her parents, and the emotional struggles that led her to use marijuana as a coping mechanism. She reflects on her decision to quit, the challenges of staying sober, and the importance of support systems in recovery. Daisy emphasizes the need for clear thinking and the desire to be present for her family as key motivators for her sobriety. She offers advice to others in recovery, highlighting the importance of seeking help and attending support meetings.

Jan 8, 2026
Jan 8, 2026
55 min
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, host Ryan interviews Harrison, who shares his journey through addiction, specifically focusing on his experience with heroin. Harrison discusses his childhood, the escalation of his drug use, and the impact it had on his relationships. He reflects on his recovery journey, the role of spirituality, and how fitness has become a crucial part of his life post-addiction. The conversation emphasizes the importance of community, support, and personal growth in the recovery process.

Jan 6, 2026
Jan 6, 2026
1hr 4 min
In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Big Jack shares his powerful journey through addiction and recovery. He discusses his early experiences with alcohol, the challenges he faced in the corporate world, and the impact of his relapses. Jack emphasizes the importance of community, personal growth, and the tools that have helped him maintain sobriety. He reflects on the consequences of his actions and offers heartfelt advice to those struggling with addiction, highlighting the transformative power of recovery and the importance of being kind to oneself.

Jan 4, 2026
Jan 4, 2026
57 min
In this conversation, Tanya shares her journey of recovery from alcoholism, detailing her early experiences with alcohol, the escalation of her drinking during college, and the consequences that led to her hospitalization. She discusses the impact of childhood trauma and mental health on her addiction, the challenges of high-functioning alcoholism, and the toll it took on her relationships. Tanya reflects on her first year of sobriety, navigating social situations without alcohol, and the importance of community support. She emphasizes the significance of emotional sobriety and the tools she uses for recovery, including meditation and energy healing. Tanya concludes with advice for those struggling with addiction, highlighting the resilience needed to maintain sobriety and the peace she has found in her new life.

